It's been over a month since my last blog. It's been way too busy at work..just finished a homicide trial and getting ready to start one in March that will last until June!!! EEKS! Let's see...what's new since last time...Andy still hasn't heard anything back from any of the police depts. We're still anxiously awaiting to hear something.
We did make some decisions regarding the fertility drugs as well as adoption. We decided that I would stay off of Clomid until the trial finishes in June. It has been amazing feeling "normal" and not being on an emotional roller coaster ride! Andy likes having his "real" wife back. =) Also, we decided it was best to stop taking it as I wouldn't be able to take off of work for all the dr. appts and if it did happen to work this time, we were concerned all the stress wouldn't be good for the baby. This decision also means no baby for us in 2008 which makes me really sad. We were really hoping that we'd be adding to our family this year. The decision to stop taking the fertility drugs really made me feel like we were sort of giving up even though I know it's for the best right now.
We received the packets from the adoption agencies and we have found one that we really liked! The most interesting thing is that the adoption agency we chose is one that used to have a maternity home. The maternity home is where my birthmother was until she gave birth to me. It's just another one of those "interesting" connections that have popped up in my life. The adoption process is on hold until we move as well. The cool thing that gives me hope is that on a message board that I'm on has had several families receive "the call". I'm so happy and excited for them. Hopefully, one day we'll receive "the call".
I have to say our lives "being on hold" until we move is very hard but I know will be more than worth it once we do move!!
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